Death would be better than the tormented life I had been living….. I drank [an] entire glass full of rat poison, and then took the entire bottle of Sominex with tap water. It would have been much easier to do this, if I had been high, but I did it sober.Michelle Alena Lovejoy was featured on the TV programme ‘The 700 Club”, and now shares her testimony in her book “Everything Comes Out in the Wash”, which can be downloaded from her website.
The next thing I can remember, as I was laying down on my bed, is my body began to gyrate and shake like that of a snake. I could not control the movement. I began screaming, as the poison was permeating my system. I then recall my teeth clenching, I bit my tongue, and my spirit started going down a very BLACK SPIRAL TUNNEL, in which I heard HORRIBLE SCREAMING and MOANING. The next thing I knew, I was back into my body, and there were paramedics hovering over me. Fellow students had heard me screaming, called the authorities, and they opened up my locked door.
I recall one of the paramedics squeezing me and screaming, "What did you take???" I don't remember if I could talk, but they induced vomiting, and I began puking all over myself. I do remember them finding the box of poison and the sleeping pills in the trash. The next thing I recall is being taken down the stairs, on a stretcher, screaming as other people watched in dismay as they placed me in the ambulance.
I woke up in the hospital, not being able to believe what had just happened. Part of me was in disbelief that I did not die, and I screwed up my own demise. The other part of me, knew that I had been to a very bad place, but at the time, I did not know it was hell. Hell was only a place that I told people to go to, or used as a cuss word. I did not really ever think that it was real, nor had I ever been taught anything about it.
Detailed descriptions of hell, as experienced by individuals who have seen it, and who have reported it in the accounts of their near-death experiences.
Tuesday, 15 April 2014
Near Death Experience Resulting from Attempted Suicide: “My spirit started going down a very BLACK SPIRAL TUNNEL, in which I heard HORRIBLE SCREAMING and MOANING,” says Michelle Alena Lovejoy
Michelle Alena Lovejoy was a drug junkie when she decided to end her life. In her self-published e-book “Everything Comes Out in the Wash” she describes her extraordinary near-death experience (NDE):
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I am Michelle Alena Lovejoy( not on any social networking other than my website) and I truly appreciate you having this website that translates into all languages. God has used this book to reach many people, which would explain the horrible attacks that I had to silence my mouth to this HORRIBLE REALITY OF HELL.....you would want nobody to go there.....nor would you want to be left behind in the soon and coming rapture. PLEASE GO TO MY FREE ON LINE BOOK....www.everythingcomesoutinthewash.com and DRINK IN THE MESSAGE!!! BLESSINGS ON whoever designed this website....it really proves that God wanted this message out for FREE!!!
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Thanks Michelle and God bless you for writing your book! I encourage people to read your book and fully endorse it, not just because of what you had written about your hell experience, but the candid sharing of your life experience can really encourage many people, especially those who are struggling. God bless you!
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